Were you pretending to text on your mobile just cos you had no idea what to say to me at all and you didnt want to look me in the eye?

When I think about my family, I cry.
My father, I think, loves me more than I can ever love myself.

when we waste our lives away.

Don't think.

Words are never easy because I lose much sense when I try to express myself.

There is this familiarity and the right amount of awkward. Still don't know how to start a conversation with some people.

We made a lot of mistakes. But it's good to know them now.

And, I believe much in sincerity and effort.

Some things, should be simple. You don't even have to think- it either goes right, or left. Fortunately, the heart knows.

Are you happy being alive?

Been spending much time at Starbucks, not that it was productive or anything close.

Have been upset that I lost my bracelet. The one that my buddy gave to me like some 3 years back. I dont wear it but carry it everywhere I go instead. Made the silly decision to take it out and play with it on Tuesday night and that was the last time I ever saw it. It's something like love lost. Dont know how to describe it but the thoughts of the missing bracelet can barely keep me focused on my chores for the past few days.

Not to mention the fact that I still have so much and so little to think about.

There is this awful familiarity of history repeating itself and my life going in cycles of the same events ever since February last year. Am still at square one. Naive and looking for something inside of me.

More than simple, things are. It's so difficult to be me, sometimes. Cos' I think too much it's not even funny anymore.

Dont talk, lemme go on dreaming.

Only when we have tried in vain to destroy each other.